And so I entered
Birmingham hospitals Liver Transplant Assessment programme where
prospective patients are assessed for their suitability for
transplant. This involved attending
the hospital on 19th November 2012 to undergo a variety of
tests including chest x-ray, echocardiogram, ECG and blood tests.
Then we met with a transplant co-ordinator who gave us information
about the rest of the assessment and answered any questions we had. At the end of the day the
co-ordinator confirmed the consultants would review today’s results
and decide if they considered me a suitable candidate, in which case
further assessments would be required.
Well we passed phase one and
were recalled for 2 more days of tests and assessments on Dec 4 &
5th.
It was made clear to us
during these assessments that even if accepted, this was no
‘guarantee’ of actually receiving a transplant. There is always a
shortage of donor livers; hence we might be waiting for possibly up
to 3,6,12 months or maybe longer for a transplant. It was not unknown
for some patients to die while on the list.
Dec 5th was a
Wednesday, and at the end of the day’s proceedings we were told the
consultants met every Friday to review all the assessed patients and
decide whether or not they were to go on the waiting list. Either way
we would be called on Friday afternoon. So Vivien and I went home
that Wednesday evening on tenterhooks awaiting Friday’s judgement,
which came at about 4 o’clock. The co-ordinator said we
had made it onto the list and she sounded genuinely thrilled for us.
She also re-iterated it would be our responsibility from today to
always have an overnight bag packed ready and waiting for the phone
call to get to the hospital urgently were they to find a compatible
liver, bearing in mind the hospital was over 2 hours away. She
did warn us there might be some false alarms, because it was entirely
possible a liver from another part of the country initially deemed
suitable for me, might turn out not to be so under scrutiny on
arrival at the hospital.
But some hope is better
than no hope, the tumour was small (but growing), and there was
always surgery or radio/chemotherapy in the interim if a compatible
liver proved difficult to find, although I do have a common blood
type which increased my chances significantly. After that call our
emotions were running high, it felt like we had come to the end of a
very difficult 22 months, only now to be standing on the threshold of
a different uncertainty and still staring into a future that held no
guarantees. Weird feeling!
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